Finding Life in the midst of chaos (Numbers 20: 1-13; Matthew 20: 29-34)
FRI
MP Reflection 06/25/20 (Numbers
20: 1-13; Matthew 20: 29-34)
“There
was no water for the congregation” That was the problem. It is a major problem
not to underestimate. Water is life giving, total absence of it is like a death
sentence. In the face of such trouble, how do we react? Do we pass on the blame
to someone? That’s what happened to Israelites in the desert. People quarreled
with Moses: “Why have you brought the assembly of the Lord into the wilderness
to die?” This is very human. It is our condition: We pass the blame, because
somehow it feels like if we are the innocent victims, it is soothing to know
who is responsible, as if that would take the problem/ calamity away. We all
know that blame does not fix anything, but from a very young age, all humans love
it nevertheless. We scapegoat, someone has to take the blame. Christians were
blamed for the burning of Rome by Nero.
Almost
every warring faction puts blame on the other side, and both have different ideas
of how things could be better. Jesus proposes a different solution, [this is me
paraphrasing]: “Look up to me, don’t be distracted by all that is going on
around you (Jesus once told Peter walking on water), Hey don’t let it
drown you, have faith, pray because prayer is the breath of human existence.
Don’t be disappointed by the illusion of the perfect quality of human society,
in it, there are roots of a sick society. Just look to me for healing.” How
do we face God if we haven’t learned how to face ourselves? Face your own human
condition: I am not perfect, like many other people, I still have reactionary
fears, false ambitions but the prospect of becoming a new man tramples all
that. This isn’t to say becoming a better man, but becoming a new man, with new
habits, new perspective on life. That’s being in the center: Kingdom thinking!
Jesus often talked about a change of heart, a gentle but strong love. We are
destined to become like the life of Jesus. I love what St Francis de Sales
said: “As for me, I know no other perfection than to love God with all my
heart. And if we truly love God, we try to procure his glory by directing our
whole being and our every action to that end, and by making every effort to
attract our neighbors to Christ’s service and love. Now that’s something to
strive for. I admit that the concerns of the world sometimes choke the word of
God in me.
The
troubles I hear and read in the news get under my skin, but to use the words of
Henri Nouwen: “So behind the curtain of our painful symptoms, there is
something great to be seen.” Whether it is the picture of sufferings of
saints gone before us, rejoicing in heaven at the face of Him in whose image we
are shaped. A people always growing towards transforming into Christ likeness.
Moses was on such journey as he led Israelites. But even him, when faced with
heavy criticism and constant quarreling, he moved away from the center and
stopped trusting God.
Unfortunately,
too often we move from the center, and we know how unpleasant that place can be.
We are not alert because away from the center is not where we were meant to be;
we are bombarded with non-essential things and let to believe that they are the
most important. This affects us a lot. We should cut its supply since they are
not helpful to a believer. We are like Israelites seeking water/ life where it
is not found. Life is found in Jesus. When you find Jesus, you have found
eternal life. There is no thirst anymore, no blindness because Jesus cures it. Let
us join in the words of the blind man and say to Jesus: “Have mercy on me, Son
of David, Have compassion on us!”
Amen
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